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I Slit the Throat of Your Confidence
@ 12/28/2005 02:53:00 PM
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Faith.
So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skys from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade
Your heros for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.
I Slit the Throat of Your Confidence
@ 9/27/2005 10:00:00 AM
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Fantastic Wkend.
After 2 days of consecutively gruelling work schedule, finally got to chill with Boy on Saturday. Thanks to the account of my company (ahem), i've gotten 2 comp tix for Sat's Dim Sum Dollies. Initially, was supposed to get tix for the show but the seats i wanted was taken up so i sorta gave up the idea. However, guess it's fate ( or whatever), we managed to catch it before the season ends!
Though the seats wasn't fantastic, it wasn't as bad as we imagined either. Haha. We were still joking in the office as to the need for binoculors on the very day. Haha. Anyhoo, met a few of my colleagues there, and most of us were sitting in my row anyways. The show was sooooooooooooo fuking funny. Almost teared at one part of the segment. Haha. I could tell , Boy enjoyed it too, cuz he was laughing harder, and louder than me. =)
As usual, we were fooling around, and was quite pissed when he called me "Watermelon" just caused i was donned in green. Not forgetting, his uncontrollably itchy fingers trying to unlock and clip my trustee LV monogram. argh. But it was fun..hehehe
So the next event that's coming up would :
1. Betrayal ....28th Aug
2. Black eyed peas concert ... 20th Sep!
And no, i'm not grinning. ( hehehehehehehehehe)
I Slit the Throat of Your Confidence
@ 8/22/2005 10:10:00 AM
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4th month
"My life is brilliant"
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that, 'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yes, she caught my eye, As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last 'til the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
Elegantly painted with maximum poignancy.
I Slit the Throat of Your Confidence
@ 8/17/2005 11:49:00 AM
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Random Thoughts
It's gonna be a fun filled month to look forward to : August.
First and foremost, gonna get a new Digi Cam soon! Was comtemplating between tough choices such as ixus50 & Sony's sleek Cybershot. After much deliberation & mini random grilling of counter staff , and not to mention, surveyed around for opinions, guess ixus would be the much preferred choice.
VS
But anyhow, had brought my paranoia and inconsistency to the grave and set my mind on the ixus50. It had better be good a deal. So hopefully Boy will be able to settle the stuff and we'll be able to get it, say..end of this week? *chuckles
Not forgetting, just made a booking for "Charlie & the chocolate factory!" and could just hardly wait. Despite the anticipating it being the flick of the year, the bonus of Depp starring in it is purely enough to make me salivate. Greatly enticing. heh
Alrighty, the lack of prudence in my incoherent ( yeah, from electronic devices to Depp says a lot) speech or rather.. words, shows the immense utmost fetish towards one the most fantasized character in my delirious mind making me triggerhappy, speaks a lot about my train of thoughts..which is rather evident, that it usually doesn't coincide with the beginning of end of the convo.
Hmmm..am thinking real hard what to blog about next..oh yes, August, besides as mentioned about events going on, Boy and i probably are too, catching ''Bjorn Again : The Abba Experience " on the 20th of the month. Hopefully it's gonna be fantastic as i've heard raving reviews about it and during my time in Adelaide, i did catch the tribute show by the same group and it was rather entertaining. If this show kick ass, i'll prob go for the Beegees version in September. Heh. Sadly it's not ticketed by my company or else i could get myself better seats. Talk about abusing of authority. MUAhahaha.
So i reckon that pretty sums up most of the stuff that has been going on in recent times. Guess everything has pretty much been laid out in accordance and are running smoothly. Got myself registered for my degree, awaiting for acceptance acknowledgement, hoping to get more work shifts to supplement my never-ending mobile bill and the need to feed my appetite for more retailhappytherapy which am so hooked on Gucci apparels now, joyjoy r/s with my family, blissfulhappyrappy r/s with Boy and all of the above mentioned events makes me feel contented!
Perhaps i should really kick back n relax now eh? ...alright...again making excuses to justify my laziness , as always had been inculcated and embedded in my mind miraculously by whoknowswhat.
Assumingly i thought this post was about digi cam....nvm me.
I Slit the Throat of Your Confidence
@ 7/27/2005 12:13:00 AM
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" I wish i could eat your cancer when you turn black"
It had been a fabulous fanfuckingtastic day and it's inextricable for one to explain. For the starters, i had breakfast or rather..brunch .. awaiting me as i woke up..and practically lazed around the house, importing songs from CDs onto my laptop and transferred to my ipod. After which, dolled up before meeting Boy.
Being guilt-stricken for having Boy to wait for like 45mins i reckon, hence, decided to give him a call while making my way outta the house so that atleast i could save my ass by apologizing for the agonising wait and before i knew... Boy popped outta nowhere with....
I was so shocked i couldn't really react. It was really so sweet of Boy to do so. The surprises never stopped i reckon. hehehe
Anyhow, we decided to chill for a bit before dinner and made our way to Harborfront for some drinks. Hence, we stopped by Coffee Club and enjoyed an Ice Mango Tango while Boy had a Strawberry Smoothie whilst indulging in County Pie . It tasted so yummylicious! heh..except all too much a tad of cheese.
After which we munched on Sorbet and Yogurt from New Zealand ( i think thats what it's called) and we found our all-time favorite food haunt, some taiwanese snack bar... that i sorta managed to track down previously to surprise Boy just cause that silly thing commented that he liked certain taiwanese snacks while in NS awhile back..and just so happened i saw that on tv and we went to the branch in Bishan. The silly things people do when in love eh? hah.
After the entree, we went down to ECP to have the main course. Boy brought me to Beach Hut, a live-band bar cum restaurant for dinner. Upon flipping through the menu that smelt, we decided chop chop on Norweigan Salmon for both and coconut drink for me. The ambience was good, food was alright..( better than expected though cuz he said the menu offered food that could be found in coffeeshops) but it ain't as medioacre as we both expected. The ultra friendly waiter seemed to be rather chatty ..which i guess , is going all the way to treat his customers feel at home. It was like halfway through the meal when the live-band started playing. Somehow, the ambience is much better than clubs honestly. A place whereby you can chill and R&R and nevertheless, great company without all the shovelling and 'accidental' groping. Ahh.
All in all , it was just a day so special and at the stroke of 12, wished each other a happy 3rd mth anniversary. Three months is only a measure of time, but we felt like we've been through together much longer than it seems. Anyhow, hopefully when school starts, we would still be able to indulge in each other's company as frequent as possible.
Cheers to the 3rd month and many more to come!
Lub and miss you, Boy!
The flowers are beautiful.
PS: For the record, the title is of significance to me, cuz that was what Kurt Cobain penned in the song, in expressing his feelings for his fiancee. Obsure yet sweet.
I Slit the Throat of Your Confidence
@ 7/17/2005 12:55:00 AM
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Confusion
I'm constantly stumped upon the excitement and enthusiasm on the mention of "KTV".
Seriously, what's so interesting about going for KTV sessions? I'm not bias towards that, just that perhaps, since it doesn't appeal to me, i just wanna know what's the magnetic pull towards that.
Alright. I admit. I know nothing about KTV. I don't know how much they charge per hour..or is it per room? .. I don't know how the room or hall looks like. I don't know if the food there tastes good...there's food right? And i have this stereotypical concept that they only have mandarin and hokkien songs.. Right? ....Hahaha.
Whenever i'm being invited to a session or even just to tag along and accompany friends, as much as i wanna KPOH around just to satisfy my mounting curiosity, i never had a tinge of hestitation , saying "No thanks". After which , i would try to persuade the other party, how boring is it gonna be ...and how much money you're gonna pay to make your ears suffer, so why not just go shopping with me .. haha.
Backtrack : Boy did ask me to KTV once, not as in go and sing my lungs out, but rather just to meet outside the ktv lounge cuz i reckon i was shopping with mom, and he was killing time while waiting for me hence he joined his friends who happen to be in the town vicinity. Anyway. Boy had no qualms about going to KTV. Guessed he's pretty cool with it and confident enough to belt out tunes . Although i haven't heard it myself personally, but heard from him some commented that certain songs he crooned with his best bud, seems pretty audible. However, there is this THING about KTV which i felt uncomfortable in me and i suggested for Boy to meet me at PS instead. Ironically, my mom thought that we were bickering about KTV and she commented ,
" Why don't you just join him for KTV? It saves all the trouble. I can drop you there later."
I was flabbergasted. Make that fuhking flabbergasted. So i was explaining how uncomfortable it makes me feel when i'm near an outlet and she was just greatly amused, of my stupidity in thoughts and "principles" i reckon. Meanwhile, Boy was already on his way down to PS to pick me up with no qualms whatsoever.
I'm beginning to feel that i've been whining nothing but KTV. Alright, currently my TV is showing ROCKSTAR:INXS.
I really feel ashamed of how people capitalise on reality tv series for their own gain, and in this instance, is at the expense of Michael Hutchence. I guess each band has their own memories and legends that would be irreplaceable in the band's hearts. To replace one with their hush-hush audition and interviews , would be accepting but to break it out into a hype and select from the public likewise Le Apprentice? That's distasteful.
No respect whatsoever to the dead. And honestly, what sorta impression would they cast on REAL INXS fans out there?
' A group of old rockers(doubting the ability to rock even) who hadn't gotten a fat paycheque in years riding on the wave of reality series, in the name of their bandmate'.
I could honestly say so, as i could imagine how it feels like, if the now defunct Nirvana would actually produce a reality series ( Gasp!) in search of a bandmate to replace KURT COBAIN. You bet i would be the first to carry out petition to whothefuckthemanagementinproductionoftheprogramme and give it to them severly. okay. all this is getting to me. Shall stop.
Anyway, i'm just watching the programme almost religiously, just to know the outcome of it. If a chick is gonna replace Hutchence, or some black dude with a mohawk gonna take up the job..not forgetting a johnmeyer lookalike taking up the post. Moreover, i have one additional reason to watch ROCKSTAR:INXS....... Yeah baby, Dave Navarro.. He's such a hottie. Carmen Electra is one lucky bitch....mmmmm...Dave....
Enough said. Gonna do a picnic this sunday! With Boy of cuz.. Could hardly wait to have a mini celebration cuz it's our anniversary. heh Most probably Boy would be picking me up after our work today and head for fish and chips !
Food and Boy makes me a happy girl.
PS: Great. The ending shows the surviving contestants who nearly got voted off, SURVIVORstyle.
Kill me someone.
I Slit the Throat of Your Confidence
@ 7/14/2005 09:20:00 AM
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